I haven't written something down in a while, and some posts were removed by myself due to personal circumstances, which I will not duel upon, but, for some reason here I am, once again hand to keyboard, a smoke in the ashtray, and a bottle of vodka.
This will be my companions for the next couple of hs, maybe all night, that is still to be seen.
In any case here is what pushed me to write today; For a very long time now I have focused my personal ways towards truth, whatever you ask me, I'll answer. If I do not know the answer, that would be it "I do not know", but in case I do know, or if the question is personal I'll answer it as better as I can, always with honesty.
The thing is, that for the first time I was asked a personal question in a room where there were more than friends or people that knew me, there were people there which I have only met once or twice in my life, and therefore do not know me as my friends do. The thing is, I think I might have left a very, very negative impression on most of them.
Basically they asked me, what do you do when you are faced with a conflict, the answer was easy, what i have done almost always, study the other part for flaws or weak spots, and hit at that spot as hard as I can. No more opponent, no more conflict. Simple, practical and it works. I had it done to myself, it hurts but it works.
In any case after I had said that, they asked even more personal questions, even more asking for an example, following my philosophy I answered with absolutely no filter at all.
The faces of some of the people present at the room were of absolute shock and terror, thy could not believe what were they were hearing.
This brings me to to the following conclusions:
- People say they want to hear the truth but are never prepared for the unexpected unfiltered truth, sorry.
- I should work and learn to say "no, sorry but not" when asked some questions.
In any case, whatever damage this event might had caused, I'll handle it when it comes around, as it surely will.
That would be all.... I guess.... for now.
