Everybody claims every now and then having a life changing event, something that opens their eyes and makes them see life in a completely different way.
Well, last week I had a life threatening event, while on the on my car, my wife and I had an accident, the car lost control and flipped twice before stopping. As I was flipping in the air, my brain said "well, you will not get to tell this story" but actually it was kind of wrong.
As incredible it might seem, my wife and I were able to get out of the car walking, with no more damage than a couple of bruises, and some minor concussions.
The thing is, that maybe because my brain actually believed that I was supposed to die at that moment, but I still can´t feel happy for having survived. I wake up in the middle of the night, in fright as I recall the accident as I try to sleep.
So if this was supposed to change my life in some magical way for better it kind of failed, it just scarred me a bit more.
I hope some day be able to feel happy, but for the time being, I can´t.
